Helpless Kiss [listen]
Antje Duvekot


The dusk it has fallen, the comet has crashed
The stolen statues have lost their heads
The Great Wall of China is melting in the rain
Stacks of words are burning like Pompei

The fog in our bedroom was thicker than before
I called your name and it felt like war
And we ran with our shoes off to the pavement's end
To the place of our birth at the end of the earth

Helpless kiss, I'm rudderless
How do you intend to unbreak this?
We're a paper fleet in an arctic freeze
On the skin of an endless open sea

In boxes in the basement, we buried our hurt
We were keeping score, we were saving our words
We touched like flowers, frozen in wreaths
We fell like stones, we were running in our sleep

Helpless kiss, I'm rudderless
How do you intend to unbreak this?
We're a paper fleet in an arctic freeze
On the skin of an endless open sea

Happy endings are dependent on where the film is cut
Noah's Ark and the Titanic are different scenes of the same plot
I will not tear apart your photo, I will not desecrate your grave
Because I know they are not responsible for the time when they were made

Helpless kiss, I'm rudderless
How do you intend to unbreak this?
You're a paper fleet in an arctic freeze
On the skin of an endless open sea







I really ♥ this song and I wanted to share it with all of you. Antje Duvekot was introduced to me by a friend/fellow-rper over at marvel_mansion. I'm not sure if the flood swept the CD she sent me away, but at least I had this on MediaFire. I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I do.



- N.

Will make this quick.


Because Bunny soloproject said my "back from hiatus" declaration wouldn't be official until I had 3 new entries up, I am cheating and rushing this #2. Even if it will be terribly short despite my absolute DESIRE to GUSH about how AWESOME the last two weeks have been.

(Will post a more coherent post later, for now I am running on 2 hours of sleep and need to work OMG, WORK. *CLINGS TO ANYTHING CLINGABLE (which is possibly not... a good idea)*

Just to give you an idea what I've been up to though:

START-HERE: Sketch-a-thon at FullyBooked High Street (Noey can has pics)
Wednesday Meet revivals (Noey can has no pics :( Sorry)
Watching a German Documentary on Contemporary Dance at the Yuchengco Museum (No pics, but much flailing it was THAT GOOD)
Volunteering at the 2009 Commonwealth Educational Fair (some pics)
Lunch with Buko!crew-plus-plus (I got to see EDSEL, YAY)
CBE Block 8 Annual Dinner Reunion (the 1st one I've ever attended)
Mangaholix with Rikapi redmoonmurder, Khan insane_orange and Artoo (wherein Noey loses her dignity - does anyone know where I can purchase a new set?)
James Jean signing at FB High Street (HOPE coffeebased AND BUNNY soloproject ARE AWESOME, that is all. Must further elaborate to expound on why and how.)



... This came out longer than intended. So I guess it really does count as an LJ entry now. Esp since I had planned to fumble in a one-liner.



Okay. Work. Concentrate, Noey.



Fffffff. My head. ;; Sleep. Why you evading me???



♥s you bbs,
N.



P.S. Cyn vacivity and Em fsop are terrible bullies. FRIENDS! (Countrymen and non-countrymen?) Fanfiction writers! Check out http://archiveofourown.org/ !

So estimates for the FIRST DAY ALONE are at $100 million.

I am trying to remind myself that Titanic was big when I was that age (although the hype already killed it for me), but wow. Just wow.

It is going to break Dark Knight's opening weekend y'all.

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Katie says (8:56 PM): yeah. the suju anon that talks about zhou mi alot
or awkward boys
):
Rae says (8:56 PM): so obvious : )
Katie says (8:57 PM): ...alas. i am as obvious as qmi love ):
Rae says (8:57 PM): siwon

this is what i do instead of making an lj post. rae, stop distracting me )):

But hello there fine flist. I have spent the last week getting sick, starving, ignoring homework or alternatly, staying at school till really late to do homework, skipping class, fangirling various things, feeling restless, courting death and illness by walking around chinatown/union square in the rain, and skipping sleep by wasting time on kpopficwangst. such is my life. it is quite fail ):

But it was Ka and my dad's birthdays on Thursday xD And I have discovered I'm apparently rather good as this whole beta/give concrit thing. and also, aparently people like me. yay for my win. even if my life fails epically (for example, see this)

fandomwise, Yamapi's loveless came out. I actually really love it. The mv is gorgeous, even if I kinda loled at it. And I love the song a lot :DDD Nicole I direct you to it

Also, sometime last week Taeyang's Wedding Dress MV came out. this does not help me in my avoidance of becoming a Big Bang fan. Especially since I've fallen rather epically in love with BB's 声を聞かせて. the song is much better then where you at? and the mv is really really wonderful :)

also, it amuses me, finding people, who listen to music i used to, or stuff like i used to. it's nice being able to go akjlsjda american music at people. and also, send them links like crazy on youtube. brings me back to freshmen year and being young and in love ♥

also, i need a sm supporter icon for all the posts in omona now xD

and also, i have been working on this post for hours and just want to finish it. and avoid going all rage-y over dbsk

so, brown-eyed girl's song sign is amazing, slightly old now, and stuck in my head. also, Kim Taewoo's Memory and Remembrances is old but one of my favorite kpop songs ever. also i do love 2pm's new album even if i wtfed at their mv. and i've become such a shinee fan it is ridiculous- too much binge reading of fic. and Bloody Monday season 2 is confirmed. the badassey. i am ecstatic. also, got rae into epik high. she sadfaces because tablo is married.. but she has anyband to rewatch xD i miss nicole and get home monday night. i need to find fillipino food so rae doesn't stone me. third part of my meme reopens soon too and aksldajlsd excited but goodbye life.

i have a headache. that is all. well also, x-mas card post before this one if you missed it. please to be directing yourself here. now bedtime. xD

Rae says (1:37 AM): but that's not a part of the game ): he has to die ))):
Rae says (1:38 AM): he has to die at your hand ):
you have to kill one of my baises ):
Katie says (1:38 AM): ...well, there is always voodoo resurection then? xD
Rae says (1:38 AM): lol
Katie says (1:38 AM): and hay, you killed a plenty of my baises xD
Rae says (1:38 AM): siwon ):
Katie says (1:38 AM): haha. wait, i need to add that bit to my lj post too.

/end post

Conversation with my mother:

Mom: I'm sorry I have to go perform tonight. I'm getting ready to go be a hooker!
Me: ... What?
Mom: [even cuter tone] I'm getting ready to go be a hooker!
Me: ... I do wish I had a recording of this conversation.
Mom: Don't worry, there will be videos.

Further explanation on what's wrong with Abe, plus a potential plan of action.

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